Zzzzzzz...

Dear Blogspot,

Hi Blogspot I missed you, these past few days have been 3 L's to me lazy, lazy and lazy. I almost forgot to check and update you. No thoughts no stories have been coming out in my head. Well don’t crucify me for that >o< . Anyway just to update this, my enrolment is on Monday and I can't wait to see my friends and hear what’s new about them. Plus I can’t wait to hang out with these wonderful people. I’m really excited to see them all. For sure I’ll be one of the early bird at the entrance gate :p

And if you think that’s too much of excitement, in Psychology that’s a sign of anxiousness! Yes I’m anxious...always. I worry a lot of things. Plus! my negativism adds up on my anxiousness that’s why I end up panicking. I look stupid when I panic. That’s why my friends sometimes make fun of me. Wow, I miss that.

Enough of that, I hope this enrolment will turn out just fine. No problems please! For sure I have a lot of stories to tell after this. Imma see you again Blogspot.

haben einen großen Tag! Have a great day!

Love,
May

Sunday Fun Day!

Yesterday was such a productive day for me! I’m with my HS friends again love ett! Watched nightmare on Elm Street at Sm Bacoor. We really can’t help to chitchat that time and even inside the cinema HAHA! We’re a bit noisy. I know! It’s irritating I mean we are irritating to some.. IDK we don't mind them hehe. I guess we just missed each other,right? I don’t want to tell the whole story , synopsis or spoil any just watch it na lang for those who love horror movies like me :p very good movie to watch and scream for.

Bought some stuffs then after that we headed to Kristeen's crib coz it’s her birthday! Pigged out plus loads of fun, stories and laughter to reminisce. Actually I told mom that I’ll be home at 8pm but I didn’t watch the time and it’s getting late already we still want to stay and talk the whole night. One day is not enough for the months we’ve missed. Got home at 11pm it’s very late but mom didn't scold me. WEW. Lucky me!

Part trois please! :>

Don’t think, Just shoot

These are my gorgeous friends in college and this was taken at Quiapo. As far as I remember we were buying films that day, walking, lomography-ing and looking for good subjects to take a picture at. Wow those days I really missed! I just love walking around with my fisheye 2 and take pictures of anything! And yes, I’m using a film not a DSLR.

Actually once you use a film, the shots are kinda unpredictable because you wouldn't know if you had taken the picture well (NO PREVIEW, NO DELETE) unlike in any other digital cameras you can always check the preview and if you find the picture hideous you can delete it anytime you want. And that's the challenge to many lomographers!

In using film you should also have the patience in taking pictures I know its kinda hard looking for good subjects but don’t worry, DONT THINK JUST SHOOT! You can explore things and get out of the box, make use of the techniques or even make your own!

It’s not an instant good picture. Actually when I first had my shots in CD I felt a bit nervous because I don’t know if my pictures went good or just a crap. And when I checked it....PHEW t'was 60-40 some were good but most of them were crap!! Problems are: pictures too fogged up, no flash (I often forget to use the flash noob! XD), using the wrong button either Normal or Bulb, the subject is too far, and not using the techniques. As I continue my second, third, fourth roll still there's some faulty pictures but there's an improvement! HA!

Maybe on the 2nd to 3rd paragraph for you it sounds like "UGH man it's really hard to use film! It’s a waste of time and money!"...oh wait you mean that wrong! That’s not what I wanted to say. In lomography I learned to appreciate real photographs. Be it candid or not. Thru this it reveals how creative your mind is, to put up an object/subject into something interesting and out of the box without editing it. JUST RAW pictures only.

Well I’m not saying don’t use digital camera or whatever because I’m using one too. What I wanted to convey is try something new because it’s a nice hobby to do. Want to know more about lomography? checktisawt! :p --->  Golden Rules of Lomography

Enjoy J

C'MON!

I love her hair and I’m falling in love with it.

I once dreamt of cutting my hair this short having these cute curls BUT I think it just won’t fit me. I'm always afraid of trying new things because it might won’t work for me. So I always end up with long straight hair…UGH I know! B-o-r-i-n-g T_T

Resuming of classes is coming very soon. I still haven’t cut my hair yet, browsing of different hairstyles in the net is never too late! YAY! I hope I won’t get my hair trimmed again AAAHH SIIICK!!

생일축하합니다 Taeyang!

saeng il chuk ha ham ni da

saeng il chuk ha ham ni da

sarang ha neun Taeyang shi

saeng il chuk ha ham ni da

I wish you more more birthdays to come!

I also wish to see you personally though haha! not that impossible ^_^

"I never regret that I like you

It's because I chose to,

I know,there are millions of girls dying for you

And would kill to be your girl too,

But I dont mind

'Cause I wont change my mind...!"

Much love Taeyang! :> Happy Birthday! :-*

OH NO!

As I woke up earlier this morning I feel bad. I don’t know it’s very unusual unlike every morning when I wake up I’m very hyped and grateful. Up until now I still have this feeling. Don’t I think it’s just BV?...maybe because someone's turning 19 tomorrow...oh no I want to live forever young! Forever young! T_T seriously I’m not looking forward to birthdays, of course I’m very thankful that I survived my 18 years and Lord Jesus has given me one more year. But thinking of getting older makes me think of UGH! I haven't explored bunch of things yet. I have so much plans, adventures to do. I still considered myself amateur in this exciting life. I know I missed some fun days! I promise I’ll be productive so I won’t get disappointed on every birthday. I love you Lord, thank you! More more years to come for me and I wish tomorrow will be a happy birthday to me.

2 HOURS LEFT!! CMON I'M OUT!

PUHLEASE!!!

"It’s not better to plan things ahead of time because in the end it won’t happen!"

It nearly happens to my HS friends. First we plan to have an outing in Batangas then it went to Laguna and through our conversations we move to Cavite, just because they can’t make it overnight and so the venue were finalized. On setting the date, problems arise. We had a lot of adjustments on giving dates. There should be 15 of us attending in this gathering but in the end only 5 of us confirmed on the date! Gaaaaaaaaadd. They have lotsa excuses...F*** that s***!

We still decided to continue the said get together. We made it even though were only 5. The heck! I thought this won’t work but yeah t'was really fun! :D I really love these guys they keep their words! I don’t wanna mess up with my friends but they're such a waste of time its hard organizing you know? If they don’t want to come, tell it straightly NO REASONS, NO LIES please!? There is a way for people who want to and reasons for those who don't. UGH grow up!

Yesterday was mixed emotions. Pissed off, annoyed, fun and so much fun! HAHA. Laughing out loud althroughout. Story telling overflows! I love you Teenay, Sam, Che. I wont include you Karlo you have your own world :p See you guys again! :D

Last Insomnia

"Last Insomnia"

Being with you all day

Is the day I wish I could stop the clock ticking

Watching the sunset with you continue my heart beating,

I don’t mind my works to finish

A day without you is a day to perish

You’ve been wandering in my mind

All I’m asking is your time,

What happen to you?

I don’t know what to do...

Since you left with no words

I expect no turning back,

Those sleepless nights you gave

I become a girl so brave

I know I have to move on

But the memories we had are not ready to last,

I guess they are only part of the past

I want to forget all about us

As we see each other again

I promise it's over, I’m over,

I’ll take control of myself

Just because I miss so

I’m ready, ready to let go

And soon to move on,

I don’t want to feel the same pain again

Because a life without you is something I could gain.

This will be my last insomnia about you

I was once happy

Thank you.

Wedding Dress (Cover) - May

No joke, I was planning to cover this song for such a long time but I couldn't get a right timing. like I dont want to sing in front of my mom?? haha I practice singing this song for quite some time. Young Bae is just irresistable. I'm getting gaga over him really T_T and hopefully I could finalize my plan hihihi.

I know a lot of people have covered this song on You Tube. Why not do the same thing? YAY exciting :p

My Sol

There's something I couldn't get off of you....so here's my poem saying how much I like you. It kinda sucks though :p but I made it from my heart :")

My Sol

Don’t you know that I like you?

That I want to be your beau?

I think about you every day,

You’re just amazing in any way

You are my Sol,

Please hear my soul

Every time I see you smile,

My heart pounds for a mile

The way you stare,

Everything I could bear

You are my Sol,

To you I always fall...

And that's it. That’s how it ends but my feelings for Young Bae will never end :") LOL

SULONG

I don't want to sound like I'm sour to the leading candidate but honestly, I feel sad to see G1bo in the 4th place. I know some people feel the same way too in their presidential bet. Noynoy's vote is too far to reach though there's not yet an official count of vote. Its really sad when you vote for your presidential candidate and in the end he didn't win, feels like my vote didn't make sense. seems like 1 vote is not enough. looks like it's not his time....

Well, it's not my problem anymore T_T. Again, we missed the flight but G1bo gave us hope. Let's continue what he gave us, let's give Philippines a hope that there's nothing impossible. Mabuhay ang Pilipinas.

Election Day 2010

This was such a tiring day for the Filipino citizens.

At exactly 9:50 in the morning another voice was heard. It's my first time to vote! It took me 1hour to vote, I actually expect more than that. The excruciating heat never fail to irritate us, but its okay. The looooooooooong and zigzag pile of voters were scattered along the hallway, but its okay. One hour of waiting, again it’s okay. I ready myself for whatever will happen today so I did no complain. I’m really happy the moment when I read the prompt "Congratulations! your vote has been blah blah...” THANK GOD! There's no discrepancies in my ballot my vote has been counted! :) LOL I was really careful in shading the circle! Especially I'm left handed and I might smudge the area I just shaded, thank God it didn't! I'm quite nervous that time haha. LOLOL I do sound like a first timer, true! haha. After I get out of the precinct, you can really see the happiness in my face, I'm relieved. A vote is worth the wait.

Cherry mobile is on SALE. Once you've shown your index finger with indelible ink the cherry mobile worth 1000php will now only be 800php. My auntie bought 2 cherry mobile for this day’s election as a remembrance. LAL

At home watching news, some people were interviewed after voting. And there's this person whose vote was not accepted by the PCOS machine because of the wrong shading and he can’t do anything about it so he just went home :(. Another thing that makes me sad, people who can't take the heat, the long pile and the busted PCOS machines who also went home.

I feel sorry for this people, yet I can't blame them because these scenarios are truly stressing that make us impatient.

My only point is, if you survived the registration in Comelec that took us more than an hour/day and has also the same scenario what more in the Election Day? ...This is a one day sacrifice and after this another 6 years to wait. You'll experience this in just one day, just one day. This is a tropical country what do we expect? We should all be ready for these happenings.

And for the next President, whoever he will be. I hope he’ll be wise enough to raise the country and so improvement and development will never be impossible to attain.

Good luck and God bless the Philippines!

Lez zelebrate!

Another day to look up to :)

Anyway here's the catch I’ve been wide awake awhile back until 1am, can’t think of any gimmick to impress mom! Though I had a ready letter for her the only problem is...I DONT HAVE PEN AND DECENT PAPER KEPT HERE!!! We do have pen here but I don’t feel like using it, it’s pudgy. And the paper no bond papers it’s all placed in Cubao LOL. I’m not ready for this! I blame myself because I procrastinate. Last week I actually thought that I should ready a plan of what I will do in mother's day but as I said I procrastinate. so I pressured myself to think of any ideas to pop up just for this very special day....after long minutes facing the computer.... I thought, though I always spent my days in front of the computer why should I have my surprise greetings here?

"I remember what we always prepare in our Ab Psy subject....PowerPoint presentation!!" I uttered.

And that is what I did!!! Honestly, it’s a bit tough for me because I wasn’t that good at preparing such PowerPoint presentation. Of course, I don’t want my presentation to be like any other presentation I saw from my classmates, wherein they just copy and paste stuffs and that's it! LOL. I also put music in the background to make it more dramatic while reading my letter, guess what I used WEDDING DRESS BY TAEYANG PIANO COVER. HAHA can't think of any music especially when I’m pressured and cramming! Then after almost 1hr of editing 4 slides of PowerPoint I’m finally finished! This is such a relief! I hope all my hard work would pay off and my slideshow will turn out just fine! the music, transition of slides and all!

Wish me luck! Have great day ahead and HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL!!! :>

HE is the ONE! HE is what we NEED!

HE is the ONE! HE is what we NEED!

I know I’m no good at criticizing in terms of politics. Though I’m not really criticizing I’m just expressing my opinion anyway ^^,

May 10 election is fast approaching. I still don’t have my list of senators! But I do have my bet for president and vice president. G1bo got my vote. I guess everybody knows that he's in the administration, nothing's new about that. every time I heard g1bo in the news its always accounted by "he's in the administration of arroyo" and yes, once you’re in the administration of arroyo you’re also seen by people as corrupt, plunder, evil and whatever bad words you want to call them. I guess it's normal because people usually generalized statement even if without a proof. And as a Filipino citizen I also thought that way, like you I was also confuse and I was deeply thinking if ..Is it Noynoy or G1bo Im going to vote?

Firstly, why am I just picking for only 2? Let’s have it one-by-one. JC Delos Reyes & Perfecto Yasay (it did took me seconds to remember them), to be honest their new, unknown to public or let’s just say not famous!, no experience, no contributions. Jamby Madrigal, I can’t say anything about her...uhm...i think I’ll vote for her if she did only run for senator because that's where she truly fits. Bro Eddie, I’m a born again Christian and I respect his decision for running as a president and I have nothing against that but I also respect the principle of separation of church and state. Dick Gordon, well experienced IDK I just don’t feel like voting him(LOL that’s so stupid to say). Erap Estrada, the wise one, he tricked me when he told president arroyo that he won’t run again for presidency but right after the pardon was given he announced his intention to run in 2010 election for president, though there is not an exact phrase in the 1987 constitution article that a resigned president cannot be re-elected once you abandoned your six years of term, but the article only stated that “The President and the Vice-President shall be elected by direct vote of the people for a term of six years. The President shall not be eligible for any re-election” ...HA! Anyway, I know every people president or non president has a good heart but once you are persuaded with bad people and with bad motives your mind will be corrupted as well (just like any other memory cards) and that is what had happened to Erap. He was fooled, easily fooled. And he was proven guilty of plunder. Remember you can't trust everyone, anyone in politics. Manny Villar, he said he was once poor poor poor poor poor poor poor poor and even flaunt it in his TV ads. Ok! You’re poor you don't have to tell us many times. We’re sick of it.

Secondly, why I won't vote for Noynoy is because of this "Reasons why I won't vote for Noynoy". PERIOD.

Thirdly, why G1bo? he's simply "maGALING at maTALINO" as what he said on his TV ad, always on top in most political symposiums , has an experience in politics, the most qualified presidential candidate said Erap, no doubt about that. Here are some of his quotations I really like and inspires me

He said:

“Survey ratings have nothing to do in considering who will debate with whom. It’s not like boxing, where only top contenders can fight,”

That’s why G1bo supporters have said “Ang walang KIBO, kay G1BO”

Another well said statement,

“To be an effective President, one needs experience, political will, intelligence. One cannot just have good intentions. One cannot just be uncorrupt. One must be prepared, with a working platform of governance. One must hit the ground running on Day One, and not have to learn the ropes while in office. One must not just rely on subordinates and hangers on, but must have a clear vision and know what to do”

“Never did we think to use the masses as a tool we can use and exploit”

I WANT TO BE ALEXA CHUNG

She has everything I want!

I WANT TO BE ALEXA CHUNG!